Hello my brethren, I want to share a testimony
with you… I am passing through a 2 year rough path since my wife from 24 years
asked for us to divorce in 2016.
2 years of pain and suffering for me, my kids
and her I guess, she ask for a divorce and despite my very best efforts to squash
such thing, she got what she wanted, anyways, fat forwarding to today I started
the nullification process within my church and the priest who accepted the case
sat down with me…
As I greeted him he said to me I’m sorry for
such a sad situation, I replied that I was alright, the pain wasn’t big, after
2 years the pain was tiny, time heals… Father said to me: “No, the pain still
there, still big…”
He accepted me in, we sat down and said to me: “Everything
looks in order, but we have to address your pain, as I see you wrote all your
painful situations on the questionnaire for the nullification, I want you to go
to the Holy Mass and offer this pain to the Lord, re-live those painful
situations, not because you want to get pleasure out of your pain that would be
bad, just think of the pain and offer it up to the Lord.”
I couldn’t stop crying, Fr. was right, I was
still in pain deep down… Thanks be to God for this priest and all who are devoted
to Him and His Teachings.
Perhaps 1 or two weeks passed since that
meeting and I totally forgot about offering my pain to Jesus, then I went to
the Holy Mass (Neo-catholic mass or normal mass as people like to call it,
since there’s no Latin mass in Santo Domingo city in DR, my only recourse to
have the Eucharist was this type of mass), at the time to share the sign or hug
of peace, I noticed I was alone, no one to give the peace to and suddenly I
remembered I wasn’t going to give my ex-wife the hug or kiss of peace ever, I
got so sad and my pain shook me to bitter tears, at the same time I remember what
the priest told me about offering my pain to Jesus…
I closed my eyes and pull my hands together, unconsciously
my hands formed some sort of a “cup”, like if I was going to drink water from
my hands, put it near my chest and suddenly my body started to bring out heat, some
sort of energy** coming out and surrounding my body, energy running from my
feet and my head flowing to my palms, this energy was hot and flowing right into
the “cup” formed by my hands.
(** I want you to picture in your mind what was happening, such energy is our Lord's doing, the Holy Spirirt)
(** I want you to picture in your mind what was happening, such energy is our Lord's doing, the Holy Spirirt)
I opened my eyes I didn’t see anything but the
heated energy was still going from every inch of my body into my hands, forming
some sort of “ball”, even though I know I couldn’t see but I felt it, and in my
palms the energy kept “curbing” a lot, so, while the energy flowing from all
over my body I felt it had a “linear” flow, in my hands the flow I felt it “curbed”
forming a ball.
Then I pushed my cup formed by my hands up and
outward from my chest like an offering and it was gone, the sadness went away,
the pain went away… I’m so much better now.
The next day I went to mass again and I wanted
to do the same thing, this time not with pain, as I didn’t had most of my pain
anymore, it was already gone, and this time I offered my fear…
The same thing, I offered it up to God with my “cup”
formed by my hands, placed in my chest, but this time to my surprise the energy
was cold, the energy coming out from all over was cold, forming a cold ball in
my hands, well, put it up and outward from my chest and it was taken, it was
gone.
There’s a prayer given by Jesus to Maria of
Divine Mercy, crusade prayer #3, it says:
“O my Lord Jesus
Christ I beseech You to rid the world of fear, which detaches souls from Your
loving Heart. I pray that souls who will experience real fear during The
Warning will stop and allow Your Mercy to flood their souls so that they will
be free to love You in the way they should.”
As I read this beautiful prayer, fear detaches
souls from Jesus Sacred Heart and now I prayed this all the time for people to
overcome fear at the time of the Warning, I try to pray this every day in my
personal crusade prayer recitation, but I also wanted to point out that we
should let fear go and allow our Lord to take it out from us, so I offer it up
the same way I offered my pain and I’m all better now thanks to His Mercy and I
hope this testimony helps you too, to rid yourselves from fear and offer your
pain to God.
A big hug in Jesus Christ. Amen
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