One day, a person whom I love very much, was at mass with his family, his little son went to his father afraid of going alone to the priest to receive communion. The father said to his boy: "Go to Jesus and eat Him, He is waiting for you, dont be afraid."
The father saw his 10 year old boy take his words to heart and had communion. Well, the dad was happy to see his little boy walking towards the priest with no fear, you see, he couldn't go with him because he needed to go to confession, he is the type of person who doesnt believe in going to confession after communion, he believes before is better.
Anyways... the boy goes and the dad stayed in his seat and immediately his mind goes somewhere else, he started thinking about his problems, like paying bills and many other things, all of the sudden, he felt a particular taste in his mouth, a particular small round pressure in his toungue with the universal taste of bread filling his taste buds, you see, despite him being such a lowly and despicable human being, His Lord said to his soul, that forgiveness was granted, that it was alright and to eat Him, so he swallow the small miracle and despite he knew he was forgiven, he went to confession later on.
Despite not being worthy of such a miracle, the Lord of lords, saw him bowing his soul before Him, while seing his "forgive me Lord I am a sinner" moment with that particular exchange with his little son, with that, Jesus forgave his sins and gave him such tremendous treasure to be alive again.
Now, we can’t judge Charlie anymore, most have been doong it for years, but more so now he was martyred, he has been already judged by God and for all those catholics who think Charlie never went to confession before a priest or have communion and have life within him, remember this, the good thief didn't had communion, his confession and sweet repentance wasn’t in a confessional booth, it was before the other crucified criminal, the romans, the jews below, and our Lord.
Charlie, wasn’t an attention seeker beast, if he were, he could've stream going to mass or make videos of him praying the Rosary, it is well known he didn't jump ship because of antipope Francis. Mr. Kirk, im sure, had an spiritual awakening of his own to claim to the world that WE need to honor Mary, that Jesus Mother its the answer, so... with that, it was only logical that he prayed the Rosary.
Yet, a false prophet stood in his way, for sure, for sure... Charlie, as many others felt, the Vatican WASN’T Christian, but the Catholic Church in its self (he said), was to be admired for all the good they've done in the world, and I am 100% sure, that he is in Heaven, the same way St. Dismas is, as the two spilled blood and did their jobs... Happy those who are found doing good by the Lord in their last day.
To those who celebrate his death, you are the stone throwers, you are those who spat Jesus while walking with the cross, those who shout "save yourself", those who saw His family wept while walking towards Golgotha and never tried and comfort them, the same ones who think and PROCLAIM we are having mass hysteria, some dillusion, or see us in some sort of sick light, you are the same ones who shut their doors while the crowd abused Jesus when walking to His crucifixion... and you say to yourselves: "'m a proud Catholic, i am the first in line"...what a sad thing to watch.
Charlie is not with us, he can’t be judge by our "super catholic" minds, not anymore, but for those catholics who are on the fence and are afraid to have an opinion, know this, in the end Jesus is Lord, He is God and the spiritual situation when he was on earth was between him and God, I assure you, with Jesus, all things are possible, so stop judging if he was or wasn’t Catholic, God always have His countermeasures, like when with my friend I mentioned above or with St Dismas the good thief, whom if he were here today in front of you, the same as Charlie, if both were here and asked "if they deserve Heaven", before moving on, both would say NO, but through Jesus there was a way, as they open their hearts to Him. Allelujah!
A big hug in Jesus Christ
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