Tears for Jesus

 One day, I went to my dentist, it was time, I needed some love and maintenance for my teeth; while they were working on me, I thought of our Lord, asked Him not to leave me alone, please take me by my hand while the evil drill worked my teeth like if there’s gold in them. At that moment, pleading and pleading my Lord Jesus not to leave me, suddenly innocence took me, such a wonderful and rare thing in an adult world, such a gift I departed from and hasn’t existed in me for years since I was a child, I asked God: “Lord, have you ever had a tooth pulled out?” And He answered me…

“While I was at the Sanhedrin, just after answering the high priest, an officer hit me in the face.”

Without Him telling me more, I understood, such blow made it easy for a tooth of our Majesty and Lord to be expelled or broken from Him due to pure violence, I remember the sadness Jesus showed while remembering those moments, for Him it was yesterday, for me, more than 2000 years ago, time for the Eternal One is just another tool, a tool that prevails over us, but over Him nothing but His Beauty and Glory.

How many things Jesus endured… How He had to die so violently… How wicked we truly are… Spite of all: HIS MERCY IS ETERNAL!

I want you to know, my brothers and sisters, you’re not reading the words of a saint, I’m not a  seer or visionary, I don’t give messages from Above like many of our beloved prophets, I only write and write, sometimes without knowing what I’m doing, knowing the impact or lack thereof of my words, God told me to speak about His Mercy, that is what I do, I cannot see the future, I don’t have holy stigmata, I only have my heavy, bitter but sweet cross, walking with it (like you), waiting on Him, for His glorious return or my departure from this world into His Arms.

I know many will doubt what happened to me while visiting my dentist and her drilling deep into my soul, it doesn’t matter, you’ll say it was my imagination or perhaps that I’m a phony or false person, it’s ok, I’m not looking for fanfare or celebration, I just want to do what He asked me to do, so please: EXPERIENCE HIS MERCY TODAY. Please, I want you to close your eyes and in silent prayer to Jesus, for just 1 minute, say internally in silence: “LORD, DON’T LEAVE ME ALONE”.

 

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SILENCE

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This life passes by in just a blink of our eyes, how beautiful it is to have found our Lord, how good is to enjoy our Beloved but broken Catholic Church, in pieces yes, all because of the enemy within at the very top, but despite this, never annihilated due to our Faith. Please join me, while we have our sweet Lord with us in that spirit of love, hope and faith in which God never leaves us on our own and be kind and participate in the following (meditate and don’t be scandalized as you read the following words, please):

• Jesus descends within the bread and wine to an altar decorated worldly, with colors celebrating Halloween (I personally saw this in St Petersburg Florida).

• Somewhere out there, assistants at the Mass are taking communion in their hands,  and after they eat it then they shake off from their hands the excess of pieces of bread by cleansing their palms shaking it against each other, by doing this they let pieces fall to the ground so that EVERYONE walks on them, like the Romans and Jews did while our Lord walked with the Cross in His back to Golgotha. (I saw this practice by a mass usher).

• Bishops celebrate their “pastoral solutions,” which are nothing more than doing something DIFFERENT from what God established.

• At Mass, some priest somewhere in the world prohibits kneeling before our God in the transubstantiated bread, and also refuses to give the Eucharist on the tongue.

• Bishops, many of them, celebrate homosexuality as something beautiful and divine, as if it is a gift from heaven, promote blessing and participation of homosexual couples.

• The procession, the choir, the life of the celebration, active homosexuals work in it, because their “faith” and disoriented behavior are celebrated.

• Priests don’t care nor place love into the celebration of the Mass, so much so, that I’d witness one not caring about the consecrated wine falling into their hands or floor and boasted about it saying it was good.

• Circuses and worldly celebrations are seen in certain Masses.

• The Top not only prohibits evangelizing false religions, but promote false bishops and creates a false church (China).

• Giving the Holy Flesh and Blood of God to whomever and however is already routine, not knowing, believing or caring, those who receive the Eucharist unworthily receive Judgment.

• Charity and compassion in many hearts don’t exist anymore, no one seeks to speak about God and promote the salvation His only Son Jesus provides, as today's society and top brass of the Catholic Church, has canceled them so much, they no longer have the flame they once had before, all due of being scare of what others might say, what others might do.

• Now, it is easier for the false ones to spread lies, there’s no fear, the world defends them, it feels like there’s NO Apostles, I mean, no one wants to become martyrs, entire conferences have brought shame and dishonor to themselves by embracing evil and the very top saying: “ANY RELIGION IS GOOD”, “ATHEISTS DO GOOD”, “GOD MADE YOU GAY”. “BLESS GAY COUPLES as long it is not called marriage.” That, for the false church, is more than gold… And for Jesus? Suffering.

 

Blessed Catherine Emmerich had a vision of Jesus in Gethsemane, she saw when Jesus cried out to the Father to cancel His chalice, but He preferred that His Will be done and not His; Jesus suffered what was to come in advance, but the request to avoid the passion was because of the great number of LUKEWARM souls God was about to suffer a lot, it was only Just, that God suffered for all, including us lukewarm, so there would be NO appeals at the Final Judgment.

Meditate on all these words, let tears and tears for our Lord cover your face, God has suffered then and suffers today tremendously. He’s passion is renewed daily due to our stubbornness, He endures it all because He loves us and wants our good. Cry, my brothers and sisters seeing the bloody fists of our Lord knocking at the door of our hearts and the hearts of priests who like to celebrate the perverse, many disobedient priests doing the opposite of what was taught, some others in silence in the face of darkness covering the sheep, and by that helping destroying the old structures of the Church, structures today no one wants to defend, but the same for which many saints happily gave their lives, for the health of our Catholic faith. There is a promise, and these are my last words for today, a promise of many God has given us through His only Son, our Lord and only Savior Jesus Christ, that in the very end: GOD HIMSELF WILL WIPE AWAY OUR TEARS (Rev 7:17), I hope you cry a lot, that you cry rivers, I also hope you do that in secret, DON’T LET ANYONE SEE YOUR TEARS, they are exclusive precious thing for Jesus, Who does NOT leave us alone, who still knocks at the door of our hearts no matter what we have done, He will change everything, it doesn’t matter if you are super evil, for Him nothing is impossible, because that is how beautiful His Mercy is.

Remain in the faith that our ancestors gave us and flee from the beautiful lies. Jesus is the same yesterday, now and forever.

 

A big hug, Jesus Christ. Amen